JD - Losin' (feat. S.O the Artizt) Lyrics

Im losin traction the quicker that I go
Im losin hope the more that I know
Im losin time with every breath
Im losin life when I abide in the flesh
Im losin gifts when I wanna call it quits
Im losin fam when I think that im the man
I lose it all if I dont follow his plans
I lose eternity if I dont follow him

I can find rest in this sinnin state
I want that cake right along with my dinner plate
Plenty desires that'll lead me to the fire
Gotta keep me mind clear let the Lord steer
Ask him to drive away my fear when I feel it comin near
What am I to do on my own? Without the son I aint welcome home
This much I know but my trees been barren for years so it dont grow
Im stuck up in the snow. Feel like everyday is cold or maybe thats my soul
Either way I can no longer pretend. This feelin deep within got me thinkin bout my sin
But I cant tell a friend cause they dont wanna hear it
They'd rather wine and dine in spirits
Please take me away like Elijah in flamin carriage
Cause I have played the whore for far to long and ruined this marriage

So many L's thats attached to this weed sack
You can have it back im tired of being attacked
In the back with no knife but its life that be comin
Deaths knockin so im runnin. I find it hard to stomach
But thats just what he wanted now im drownin in my vomit
But I wont let him win when I fall I get back up again
I trust in him thats the only son of God
I find comfort in thy rod. I no longer feel the shame
When I called upon his name I was freed from all my pain
Can you get it? I hope you do
Cause the harvest is plenty but the laborers are few
So lets roll up them sleeves and get to choppin them weeds and build upon the rock
Aint no sand in our socks. I trust in his name cause he pulled me out the rain
If I trust in the world. Then all I feel is pain