J.D.H.D - So Close, Yet So Far Lyrics

This close
Maybe this is my last take? maybe this is my first take, you guys don't know shit
My roommates can probly hear me rapping, but they cant hear the beat, so, its just me yelling
But they don't care man, they know my dreams are
(My dreams are)

So close
So close
So close
But still so far away
Far away
Far away
So close
But still so far away

My mind was caged now its flying away
I soar to the swisher and inhale away
Thoughts sink in, I let the faucet spray
Float my troubles on a high and watch em sail away
I dream about the future, but I wake up in chains
Like the sheets are clean, but the pillows are stained
Cause my overflowing brain, untamed, oozing pain, cant explain
How the comforts so close

This close
But still so far away
Far away
Far away
This close
But still so far away

I was so close, man I almost closed
Had her in no clothes, I suppose
This is how love goes, lord I know
Even this close
Love can be so far away
Far away
Far away

Love can be so far away
This close
This close

Love can be so far away
Yeah, love can be so far away

There's a silver lining while were we're lying in these sheets
Scrap the linens, ditch the blankets then repeat
Once this round is over man surely I could sleep
Nah my mind is goin wild and she doesn't wanna speak
No more sheep, demons creep, I need to chief
Or the beat, It's relief, from the grief
If its steep, don't retreat, cause it seems
The best things in life don't come with ease
Yeah keep going

I'm
So close
So close

But still so far away
Far away
Far away

So close
But still so far away

The stugglings a ritual, the musics what I did it for
What's the sinnin for, grab the bottle sip a little more
These blurry moments are so critical
The truth becomes habitual, the truth becomes habitual
Dropping the subliminals, shaping the syllables
Creating the visual, make the best of something minimal
The best of something minimal
So close
So close

But still so far away
Far away