Jena Livia - Bad Apple (Remastered) Lyrics

Ever on and on, I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Until slowly I forget, and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free

I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and a paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty
Enveloping my mind 'until I can't break free

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing, if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move, There'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change, and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting, am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?

Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see, I will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same, and it all will fade to white