Said he didn't want me anymore
Left my old jacket sitting on his porch
Picked some shitty wine up from the store
I've never felt a loss like that before
Made some money paid off all my debt
I'm getting good at having no regrets
I'm not perfect but doing my best
At least not yet
Beautiful world you hurt sometimes
How can I be happy then hopeless then hopeful then terrified
'Cause right when you take a step
It seems like you lose all that you got left
Signed one messy girl
Dear beautiful world
Lost my wallet on the way to work
I spilled coffee on my favourite shirt
I fell out of love and damn it hurt
He was special 'cause he was the first
Still got my high school best friend
And she comes home on the weekends
Through all the years she's been a godsend
That's all that matters really in the end
Beautiful world you hurt sometimes
How can I be happy then hopeless then hopeful then terrified
'Cause right when you take a step
It seems like you lose all that you got left
Signed one messy girl
Dear beautiful world
And I've been thinking 'bout it lately
How every day begins to change me
And even when it gets so scary
I'm jumping in head first
Beautiful world you hurt sometimes
How can I be happy then hopeless then hopeful then terrified
'Cause right when you take a step
It seems like you lose all that you got left
Signed one messy girl
Dear beautiful world
Dear beautiful world