Novocaine Video (MV)

I can't take this over
It's hard being sober
Give me Novocaine so I feel nothing at all
Because once I feel the pain everything around me will fall
Just wake me up when it's over

I feel the pounding in my head again
I try my best to ignore them
But it gets louder every second
Like someone's knocking at my door and
Everytime I answer no one's there
Just me staring at my reflection
It's really feeling like no one cares
Can anybody give me some direction?

I can't take this over
It's hard being sober
Give me Novocaine so I feel nothing at all
Because once I feel the pain everything around me will fall
Just wake me up when it's over

I can feel the pain consuming me
Trying not to lose a beat
Battling depression feels like punching at cement,
You see, I feel so alone
Nowhere to go, never feel comfortable being at home
Too far gone, need me a sedative
Somebody send me this shit is impeditive

Never felt relevant, always an afterthought
Feeling repetitive, trying to laugh it off
Who are my friends again, they always passin' off
If it's my head again or am I blastin' off YUH
I try my best to see,
But I can't seem to make out anything in front of me
And now I'm losing my head, I'm out of my mind
I just can't seem to remember when, I felt so alive
Now it feels like I'm staring death, right in the eyes
He reaches out his hand, but I JUST DONT DIE

FUCK

I can't take this over
It's hard being sober
Give me Novocaine so I feel nothing at all
Because once I feel the pain everything around me will fall
Just wake me up when it's over