I've been here before
Might as well get used to it
This internal war
Gotta find a new excuse for it
I'm all tangled in patterns
Who am I doing this for
What if none of it matters
In this life of mine
How do I break this habit
How will I know when I get to that place
How do I clear this static
When do I go my own way
How do I face all my silly mistakes
Will I ever be safe from this bad habit
Can't seem to decide
Don't know what I long for
Only move with the tide
Always headed for the wrong door
And I'm fearful within
Trusting this process
I just need a win
In this life of mine
How do I break this habit
How will I know when I get to that place
How do I clear this static
When do I go my own way
How do I face all my silly mistakes
Will I ever be safe from this bad habit
Sometimes I don't know which way I should go
So I listen to those who don't want to grow
But I don't wanna be caught up in a life I'm not living for me
How do I break this habit
How will I know when I get to that place
How do I clear this static
When do I go my own way
How do I face all my silly mistakes
Will I ever be safe from this bad habit
How do I see what is out there for me
Will I ever be free from this bad habit