If Life Is Precious... Video (MV)

If life is precious
Why I hate it so much
If love is endless
Why I never feel the love
I'm always restless
Who the f*ck have I become
I ask these questions cause it's never adding up

I got these urges that keep me walking through these murky waters
The things I started I ain't finish
I'm a f*cking problem
Empty hearted, feeling worthless
What's the point of living
Let the substance lift me up but is that really driven
Keep my windows tinted
Burn this gasoline
Spontaneously self combust and burn through everything
If heaven is the dream
Then what do we call hell
A bad vacation, barren wasteland, place where creatures dwell
I'm just caught up in this mental state
Product of a mental case
Maybe I'm the one to blame
I curse myself for heavens sake
I only hope I see the day where life won't be so f*cking bad
Call it tragic but my faith ain't ever coming back
I traveled earth and now I'm certain this is pointless
The hurting always worsens
So I numb it with this poison
I'm standing by my choices
Feel free to judge
I'm not concerned
The whiskey burns
The pills dissolve
I don't resolve
I never learn

If life is precious
Why I hate it so much
Why I hate it so much
Hate it so much
Why do I hate it so much