Jess Thristan - The Old Me Lyrics

Wish I could get the demons off my mind
Long enough to feel alive
Wish I could fake a smile face the world outside
They say these things will come in time

Lately I've been wondering when I lost my way

I used to stand a little taller
Used to laugh a little louder
Stayed out a little longer
Poured my drinks a little stronger
Trying to get a little back of who I was before
Is she here anymore?
'Cause I wanna be
A little more like the old me

I wanna fight but I don't know how
When everything feels upside down
Hanging on by a thread that's wearing out
Trying to find the ups in the ups and downs

Lately I've been wondering trying to find my way

I used to stand a little taller
Used to laugh a little louder
Stayed out a little longer
Poured my drinks a little stronger
Trying to get a little back of who I was before
Is she here anymore?
'Cause I wanna be
A little more like the old me

A little scared but I'm only
Oh, human so I'm hoping
There's a little bit left for me
A little bit left of the old me

I used to stand a little taller
Used to laugh a little louder
Stayed out a little longer
Poured my drinks a little stronger
Trying to get a little back of who I was before
Is she here anymore?
'Cause I wanna be
A little more like the old me
Hmm, like the old me