Why am I still protecting you
Why am I still saying that you mean well
When you don't notice if I'm in the room
Yeah I will always choose you over myself
I know that I deserve better than this
But I don't know how to not treat myself like shit
Cause you don't even care about me
It's obvious, but I'm still crawling back on my knees
Rip my heart from my chest, and I'll still apologize for making a mess
But you don't even care about me
I don't make sense when it comes to you
I gave my worth up for somebody
Who doesn't care if we win or lose
Yeah I will always choose you or nobody
I know that I deserve better than this
But I don't know how to not treat myself like shit
Cause you don't even care about me
It's obvious, but I'm still crawling back on my knees
Rip my heart from my chest, and I'll still apologize for making a mess
But you don't even care about me
I'm so sorry to myself for justifying a narcissistic hell for putting up with the minimum
I'm so sorry
Cause you don't even care about me
It's obvious, but I'm still crawling back on my knees
Rip my heart from my chest
And I'll still apologize for making a mess
But you don't even care about me