Jessie Murph - PRAY Lyrics

I thought I wanted love 'til you showed me what it was
I've never been golden but I swear that I showed it
It's a blessin' and a curse, for the better, it's only worse
Wouldn't wish this on no one, it's one hell of a low one

We're goin' up, we goin' down
We can run it back, we can work it out
But, no
Late at night, goin' out my mind
Prayin' that the sun don't rise
Like, no, mm

Wakin' up but wishin' that you don't
(Ooh, ooh)
It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know
(Ooh, ooh)

Up at night, drinkin' liquor like it's water
Wakin' up, knowin' I'm somebody's daughter, but
I don't know a lot about my father
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no
I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in
Got me thinkin', questionin', lyin' in this bed I'm in
Up at night, drinkin' liquor like it's water
Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no

Wakin' up but wishin' that you don't
(Ooh, ooh)
It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know
(Ooh, ooh)

You might love the highs but you ain't seen the lows
You don't know the half of it and I pray you'll never know
Whoa

Wakin' up but wishin' that you don't (wishin' that you don't) (ooh-ooh)
It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know
(Ooh-ooh)
You never know, you never know
You never know