Lately Video (MV)

And I need to go, I just can't stay here
Fill in this hole of everything ain't there
Maybe I should just be glad that I ain't dead
But I got too much on my mind pressing lately
No I ain't like most, sometimes I feel like I'm crazy
Always tend to be stressing about some shit that I just can't change yeah
I've been looking for something new all this time that I get faded
Either all in or you're not, there really ain't no maybe
Never go how you thought it would and they say that's just how life go
And y'all thought that I might slow down, but I've been speeding like I'm on a nitro
Can't forget all the nights though
Hours spending in the studio, I couldn't think of nothing
But tonight I might've hit the right zone, yeah
Think I might just be insomniac
Bullshit, ain't no time for that
Grew up and I realized that the closet ain't where the monsters at
Done with school cause I failed the system
I told them I don't know if I'll be back
Spending time just doing me, that's where I'll be at
And I need to go, I just can't stay here
Fill in this hole of everything ain't there
Maybe I should just be glad that I ain't dead
But I got too much on my mind pressing lately
Can't be stuck on the same shit, gotta switch it up
Won't be here for long, gotta live it up
You can leave if this not the shit you want
I could give a f*ck, I just hit record
Boutta show them what they been missing though
Listen up, lot of people dissing though
Bigger picture, gotta get the visual
Circle small, but I ain't in this alone
Hope I get it before it's too late
Too many people two faced
Better do it in your own way
Instead of always trying to ride the new wave
I tried telling my dad faith isn't where you at on Sunday
Know we all die one day I know God got me on the one way
All these nights staying up late
Making it happen I'm done waiting
Been a minute since I started but to y'all it look like I just came in
One shot like the gun raising
Started doing it I'm done saying
Only this no back up I got one plan
And I need to go, I just can't stay here
Fill in this hole of everything ain't there
Maybe I should just be glad that I ain't dead
But I got too much on my mind pressing lately