Jezmondd - GRIS Lyrics

And if I can find the words, i'll say it
Cause time keep running thin and i'm not waiting
I've had these dreams of you stayin
But i always wake up, even when my meds are taken
The only warmth to touch my fingers from the ciggeretes today
I still remember how your skin felt and i wonder if it's changed
Spending time on acid dancing in the rain
Then the pills seemed problem solving but they got up in the way
I got 16 zips on me, what you saying made it flip anyday
But it don't impress her i won't make you stay
How you think i put food on your plate
Why don't you listen ima set the record straight
I would die for my people and ill take it to the grave
And i guess you'll never get it because were are not the same
I don't wanna hear your name
And if I can find the words, i'll say it
Cause time keep running thin and i'm not waiting
I've had these dreams of you stayin
But i always wake up, even when my meds are taken
The only warmth to touch my fingers from the ciggeretes today
I still remember how your skin felt and i wonder if it's changed
Spending time on acid dancing in the rain
I remember driving to the hills
Now i moved states and i'm still popping pills
Had to cut you off you ain't part of the deal
Had to play these cards but it's less than ideal
Lookin' in the mirror man i ain't feel real
Mumsy called me up, i lost a homie, break the seal
Jumpin in the whip and now i'm numb behind the wheel
Junkies made it flip because my team need a meal
Eatin' out of tins, now it's takeout it's unreal
Had to knock the wall down all this pain i can't conceal
And if I can find the words, i'll say it
Cause time keep running thin and i'm not waiting
I've had these dreams of you stayin
But i always wake up