Been doing too much singing, not enough rapping
Got my heart broken and now I'm back in action
Turned the black and blue to tracks then racks and now I let them stack
Nothing left to lose, I lost it all eat pills like Pac-Man
Cut up with the blade, snort k, and then dissociate
Left when pills and pennies got heavy, said you couldn't stay
Said you would lay right next to me way past our graves
All that's left is scribbled books, my walls still have your face
They told me keep my head up but I keep looking back
They don't know about the life that you and I we had
Yellow walls and pink petals I promise it's not that sad
We filled that place with love and care way past when it got bad 
But it just gets worse
Waking up every day feeling like I'm cursed
Wishing I could break out these chains before I'm in a hearse
Hoping one of these days that'll be my last verse
Oooh Wishing I could run away from pain
Wish I wouldn't have to cut down my digits by the day
Every day just feels the same, I wake up what day is it, same week
Blue pills, white pills, white snow, and white grams
Now I'm f*cking up this shit again, I don't want to go back again, not again