Jhoan - DESERT RED (feat. SmokeXYS) Lyrics

When I talk
People listen, that's the right call
Don't wanna take my life off
Live forever that's the end goal
If I die tomorrow they show
All their fake feelings spilling out cause I said so
Laying in my bed face up
And I gave up, but like straight up
She wanna wake up and then make love
I wanna go to work and go home
I wanna break up just to shake up whatever we had going on
I didn't think it was great at the time
Looking back it was the time of my life
Treated her like she was my f*cking wife
She was really my partner in crime
Partner in crime
We put black and white together like on a mime, huh
Not back in time
We go out tonight I hope that she gon be mine, huh
All through the night
We go back in forth in bed and I'm feeling high
Back in black all when we finish the fight
She wasn't there with me seeing eye to eye
I won't tell her that I miss her and need her, my mind is going racing racing
I won't tell her that I care that she left and I'm sitting here in my room bad face and Pacing, huh
Contemplating I should die, huh
All I really do is sigh, huh
Thinking bout then when she lied, uh
Why the f*ck would that bitch lie
I told that girl that would break me and then she went ahead and did like the many
Did like the many
Leave me to die in my mind and I'm out on the road in my hand, that there is f*ckin' Henny
I sat here and thought that this bitch was really worth my time my money
I done bought her Fenti
They say that there's other fishes in the sea
So then why did this bitch go pick me when there's plenty
I'm f*cking pissed, yeah
That I gotta tell my mother the better bitch I was with
Took my heart and broke it making me go light a spliff
And then I got inside my car while hoping that I will get hit, huh
Till then I will f*cking wait
Never forgetting her name
Desi-Desi-Desireé
Desert desert desert red
Desert desert desert red
Who really thought I was dead
Left me leaking, want me dead
One shot to my head
Two shots to my head
I really thought I was dead
Desert desert desert red
Desert desert desert red
You just had a heart of gold
I don't want to see you go
But since we're talking through the phone
I just had to let you know
Nothing ever mattered
I was like this before I met her
Broken heart had been shattered
I really wanted me dead, I
Really opened my third eye
Tears that I never shed, I
Never even said a f*cking word, I
Flipped the bird and ended up with hurt guys
If I'm gon be honest to you, never even gave a single f*ck about her
Leaving me cold, girl, you're leaving me hurt
Stomp my heart and put that shit up in the dirt
Uh, uh
Contemplating I should die
All I really feel inside
Desert desert desert red
Desert desert desert red
Desert desert desert red
Who really thought I was dead
Left me leaking, want me dead
One shot to my head
Two shots to my head
I really thought I was dead
Desert desert desert red
Desert desert desert red
Desert desert desert re-ed
Everyone thought I was de-ead
One shot to the he-ead
Who really thought I was de-ead
Desert desert desert red
Desert desert desert red
Leave you leaking in the head
Everyone thought I was dead