I can't decide
Why I'm still alive
If I've got nothing to lose
Why am I still here breathing
It's almost like I see something
But it's just kind of blurry so I don't see anything
What the hell is going on with me
I can't feel a thing
I've been numb for way too f*cking long and I'm tired of me
It's so hard to breathe
What the hell is wrong with me
What the hell is wrong with me
What the hell is wrong with me
I can't seem to reach you
'Cause you won't let me see that I'm not the one
And I just want you here to see that I'm not burnt out
'Cause I can't help myself cause I need someone
It's almost like I see something
But it's just kind of blurry so I don't see anything
What the hell is going on with me
I can't feel a thing
I've been numb for way too f*cking long and I'm tired of me
It's so hard to breathe
What the hell is wrong with me
What the hell is wrong with me
What the hell is wrong with me