Jikininki - Smile Lyrics

There's a war
In our head
Some of us battle everyday
Trying my best not to show a sad face
I put a fake smile and say I'm ok

God damn! Tired of this shit not getting better!
God damn! Same episode that repeats!
God damn! The bullshit on my mind it's getting old!
God f*cking damn! It makes my blood f*cking boil!

At first you see a normal face
That seems ok and shows no pain
The days you saw me happy they were numb and fake
All I ever did was silence my pain

Silence my pain

I try my f*cking best to keep my peace with everyone
But when I think too much I let my bullshit get to me
Hurting the ones that always tried to help me
I get to the point where I hate everyone and want them to ditch me

I'm am my own worst enemy!

Sorry that I'm not myself
There's so much bottling up inside
Trying my best to keep it under control
I'm just want everything will be alright

All the Blood, Sweat and Tears
I'll have to one day face my fears
As I heal from my mistakes
I'll keep the smile under my face

Once I start to clear my head I know that things will be alright
I know that life gets tough, but f*ck I'm sick of getting criticized
Sick and tired of building my emotions up inside
I rather be sad than be angry all the time!

I rather be sad than be angry all the time!

Sorry that I'm not myself
There's so much bottling up inside
Trying my best to keep it under control
I'm just want everything will be alright

All the Blood, Sweat and Tears
I'll have to one day face my fears
As I heal from my mistakes
I'll keep the smile under my face

Under my face