Jilg-Brown - Awareness Lyrics

I was so low
I ain't have no home
I ain't have no where to go
No, whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
I used to live outside
I used to sleep in slides
Went to living in my car, I would try to park and hide
Then pray to God nobody would walk by
I would wake up every morning before the sunrise
Do you have any idea what that does to a mans pride?
It killed me
And thinking about them suicides still chills me
Bro, what was I on? Like really!?
But I ain't let it break me down, it just built me up
To all of my people going through something, please don't ever let it bring you down
Let it be that foundation of that platform to give your springs a bounce
Then take that leap of faith
When things don't seem okay
Just don't forget to pray
Hiy
God gon' make a way
Like he made my way
Just take it day by day
And use all the love that you can to push the hate away
Far away
Life's a game, like any other game; it's rigged
All of the stuff that I'm spitting is stuff that I've lived
This stuff here is real real
I'm Jilg-Brown, I've been through a whole bunch
I know what the hate is like, that's why all I show is love
Back then I was so young
I ain't even know enough
But I just talked to God about it, me and him keep in touch
I don't wanna kill myself
I just want to kill the pain that I feel
It's been like that for a real real long time
It's been like that, ever since I was little
I was so low
I ain't have no home
I ain't have no where to go
No, whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa
I used to live outside
I used to sleep in slides
Went to living in my car, I would try to park and hide
Then pray to God nobody would walk by
I would wake up every morning before the sunrise
Do you have any idea what that does to a mans pride?
It killed me
And thinking about them suicides still chills me
Bro, what was I on? Like really!?
But I ain't let it break me down, it just built me up
It's Jilg-Brown