Finding Myself Video (MV)

And I've been finding myself
Cause lately I've been lost
And I've been finding myself
Cause lately I've been lost
I've learned to take time to myself
But that's because I'm by myself
I wake up every morning and remind myself
It's usually when you're lost is when you find yourself
I've learned to take time to myself
But that's because I'm by myself
I wake up every morning and remind myself
It's usually when you're lost is when you find yourself
But look I don't know nothing else
Ever since I was a youngin' I've been going through hell
But I've always been the type that'll show never tell
I didn't even have to try, I could hold it in well
You could be suicidal and they won't even tell
All alone in a room toe to toe with a barrel
Contemplating on what in the world you should do next
But you don't even know cause life just gave you a suplex
Used to do bad things to try to get through stress
Yeah I'm knowing homie, life was just so sad
Didn't have a male figure and I grew up with no dad
And bad behavior probably cause my mom was a dope head
It really hurt my heart
But I don't even care, I done made it this far
I done got on my grind
I done worked real hard
I said my moms no longer high
And I ain't living in my car no more
Man it feels so great
I wake up every morning, first thing I do is pray
Ask God for a way
And he guides it
But tell me why the devil always want to try and chime in
Make me wanna sign out
I ain't even sign in
Man I ain't choose to live this here life I live
But I'll be God damned if I don't try to make the best of it
Spreading positive vibes and nothing but some happiness
I've learned to take time to myself
But that's because I'm by myself
I wake up every morning and remind myself
It's usually when you're lost is when you find yourself
I've learned to take time to myself
But that's because I'm by myself
I wake up every morning and remind myself
It's usually when you're lost is when you find yourself
And I've been finding myself
Cause lately I've been lost
And I've been finding myself
Cause lately I've been lost
I grew up without a dad so?
He said that he'd be back but he ain't come back though
I was like, ma, could you tell me where did dad go?
She was like, I don't know
I'm like, why is that for?
She ain't have no answer back though
I'm like alright then
I guess everything will be alright though
Got to understand man that's the way that life goes
And life goes on
I won't be repeating that cycle
And he ain't no man in my eyes, no
I just cannot wait
I can't wait to have a child
Ima let them know everywhere that I go
And they're gon' be like my dad is legit
My dad taught me that
My dad taught me this
My dad taught me everything that I know
And my momma got a heart of gold
Put happiness before any dollar bill
And if they're acting out then they've gotta chill
Tell them it's alright if that ain't got a lot of friends
Ain't got that many likes?
Man forget all of them
You're never alone, you got God and your mom and dad
You're never alone, you got God and your mom and dad
A lot of people fake
Ima teach you not to fall for that
And learn to love yourself
So who cares who doesn't love you back
I've learned to take time to myself
But that's because I'm by myself
I wake up every morning and remind myself
It's usually when you're lost is when you find yourself
I've learned to take time to myself
But that's because I'm by myself
I wake up every morning and remind myself
It's usually when you're lost is when you find yourself
And I've been finding myself
Cause lately I've been lost
And I've been finding myself
Cause lately I've been lost
It's Jilg-Brown