Why do I let him affect me this way
How do I get him out of my brain
That's the question I asked, when I swore I wouldn't fall for him
I gave him too much and it's all crashing down
My heart breaks a little when I see him around
And I know that things change and he doesn't feel the same, that's alright
It's not easy, like he says
It's not easy, to get him out of my head
No matter how hard I try, I can't look him in the eyes
No matter how much I lie, I know when I'm on a high
It's not easy, like he says
It's not easy, to call your first love dead
I know people say that he's easy to forget
I guess they are right, but he's stuck in my head
It's the thoughts, it's the dreams, that used to be new to me
It's not easy, like he says
It's not easy, to get him out of my head
No matter how hard I try, I can't look him in the eyes
No matter how much I lie, I know when I'm on a high
It's not easy, like he says
It's not easy, to call your first love dead
I hope she makes him happy
I hope she gets those butterflies, when she sees those eyes
Like I used to get
It's not easy, like he says
It's not easy, to call your first love dead