I get stuck inside my head and stay there
And spin like a merry-go-round
And I get caught up in the dread and lately
I can't find a way out
So I started taking pills thinking I would start healing
But taking pills only made me stop feeling
And I'm dealing with it
But I admit it
Sometimes it's all a little too much for me
Fine on the outside
Numb underneath
Sometimes I wish there was something in between
Feeling nothing
And feeling everything
I feel everything
And I get caught up in the past and stay there
And wonder where it all went wrong
I replay every little passing moment
I can't ever seem to move on
So I started drinking more thinking I would try to forget it
But the more I drink the more I think I start to regret it
And I'm living with it
But I'll admit it
Sometimes it's all a little too much for me
Fine on the outside
Numb underneath
Sometimes I wish there was something in between
Feeling nothing
And feeling everything
I feel everything
And when I want it all to stop
I just push it down
They tell me
Get out of your head and go easy on yourself
I started drinking more thinking I would try to forget it
But the more I drink the more I think I start to regret it
Sometimes it's all a little too much for me
I'm numb
Sometimes I wish there was something in between
Feeling nothing
And feeling everything
I feel everything