Jjdroy - Issues Lyrics

I don't speak, let the music do the talking
Some ask if I'm taking precaution
I'm exhausted, i don't deal with the problems
I get nauseous when I'm given a promise
Somehow someway, they were made to be broken
Look a little closer and see the blood I'm soaked in
I don't mean to stay away and I try to be hopeful
But there's only so much that a person can choke to
And I try to relate
But who am I to debate
That you and I are the same?
The human eye is a pain
I look inside of the brain
To only find the remains of two divided parades
I'm suicidal but late
I love hate, hate love, and I try to be different
Gave some, gave up, who am I to be kidding?
Always knew from the start that I'd do all the giving
And never had another one to give it back in a minute
But I
Understand the pain that I've been through
Do it how I can but yeah I sin too
Memories coming back and they can break you
I know I'm not the only one with issues
Say you'll never say goodbye
Maybe I'll let you inside
Lately I've been up all night
Craving for another lie
Tell me that you need me, yeah
Maybe tell me that you don't, yeah
But I can't live without you tonight
'Cause I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
'Cause I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
And I can't stand another goodbye
Emotional habits
Got me going in backwards
And I know what I'm after
But I'm slow with the practice
I condone what I'm lacking
And I know its dramatic
But when they throw in the casket
Please know that I'm happy
I live life like I'm on the edge
And I can never separate the things in my head
I know without 'em i can never write a song again
You do whatever it takes, I do it all with a pen
I deal with anxiety
Happy faces that I show is the thing that is hiding me
Why do they lie to me?
These be the things that inspire me
But I cannot be the one who is fighting me
'Cause I fall flat
Then I crawl back
To the same trap
And I hate that
Its where the pain's at
And I hate that, I said I hate that
Understand the pain that I've been through
Do it how I can but yeah I sin too
Memories coming back and they can break you
I know I'm not the only one with issues
Say you'll never say goodbye
Maybe I'll let you inside
Lately I've been up all night
Craving for another lie
Tell me that you need me, yeah
Maybe tell me that you don't, yeah
But I can't live without you tonight
'Cause I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
'Cause I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
And I can't stand another goodbye
Say you'll never say goodbye
Maybe I'll let you inside
Lately I've been up all night
Craving for another lie
Tell me that you need me, yeah
Maybe tell me that you don't, yeah
But I can't live without you tonight
'Cause I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
'Cause I got issues, yeah
I got issues, yeah
And I can't stand another goodbye