JMMV - love you most of all Lyrics

Wasted my life again, I don't know what to pretend
I dig myself deep down, don't know what's down there
Crying out your name never came
I can feel your pain
It's okay
Don't really mind my words
I tried again and it never worked
I've worked so hard and I won't let up
Feeling like I'm broken down, don't make a single sound
Being the single reason I can't make you smile
Don't waste my time and I won't waste yours
Don't waste my time and I won't waste yours
Don't waste my time, don't waste my time
Don't waste my time, don't waste my time
Feeling like I'm all alone, feeling like I'm all alone
Feeling like I'm all alone, feeling like I'm all alone
Breaking every f*cking thing inside of me
And I can't see the side of me that loves and cares
And I, won't cry again, I won't cry again
Won't cry again, I won't cry again
Lost all my friends, I can't do this
Can't see myself once more again
Don't blame me, blame my consciousness
Don't blame me, blame my mind
Wasted my life again, I don't know what to pretend
I dig myself deep down, don't know what's down there
Wasted my life again, I don't know what to pretend
I dig myself deep down, don't know what's down there