Jmtkn - Letter to God Lyrics

This is just a story of myself
I don't even know what to say
So I express it in a song
Oh God, Heavenly Father
This is a prayer to you only
I got some issues and you know that
Temptation follows me but I don't really show that
JM in a nutshell, don't know if you wanna know that
Look, I see a mirror and a clown
Hair black, skin brown
I look him in the eyes, now it is a stare down
Looking like he fell a lot, but he's still standing
Following the light, he's like an airplane landing
I can see the fire in his eyes
Who's the other person? Is he gonna fight?
No, he wants to apologize!
Dear God, I'm sorry
I'm sorry for the things that I've been doing
They were not for the king
It's time to change
Take my life
As a living sacrifice
Sorry God
I'm sorry
As a living sacrifice
I let my guard down, let my God down
My God, he rides for me. My God, he even dies for me
Shouldn't it just be the other way around?
No, that's why I am such a clown
Just came to a realization
This mirror clown is my interior creation
I got that black hair and that brown skin
Feel like I am drowning
Tears fall and they won't stop
Keep my head up, take off
Live a new life and I serve God
Changed mind, changed body, changed soul
Was blind, I copied, I stole
And I know that my God in control
Rich in persona, now that's my new goal
Following him is my policy
Coming right after I drop this apology
Dear God, I'm sorry
I'm sorry for the things that I've been doing
They were not for the king
It's time to change
Take my life
As a living sacrifice