love is a form of suicide Video (MV)

I'm about to have an argument
I don't think you understand
Mum what do I do I haven't got any cash on me
Oh I hate my life
Love is a suicide and it is here
I took the gun and aimed it at my face
What can I say
We fell for it
And we've lost every form of exit
All because we were young and selfish
Do you know what it means when they say that it's always gonna be this way
'Cause I do
And I choose to run away from you
You're a coward who tried to control me
And it's not gonna happen again
But just like all the drugs and the alcohol
I run to you like you are a friend again
Love is a suicide and it is here
I took the gun and aimed it at my face
What can I say
We fell for it
And we've lost all forms of exit
All because we were young and selfish
Do you know what it means when they say it will change in every way
'Cause I do
And I choose to secure my place
I'm a fool for believing in your lies
Naïve boy hiding behind the truth of myself
I'm closing the door behind
Since life is always a game
And they're asking the questions
I'm gonna answer them and be honest
Honest
Honest
And now the truth is here
The thing I've been wanting to know for years is clear
You live in fear
I hate my life