Spinnin' my wheels all in my feels
Disconnected from resurrection no chill
He paid the bills for my cheap thrills
Learned the lessons never expected they could kill
Spinnin my wheels. Man I should be used to this
Fallen again, I've been rendered useless
Hasn't been a week or two since got the cure forgot to do penance
Pitiful life so hard to do right. devils defeated it's me that I fight
Me I despise. Don't need a disguise
Been broken down stranded man I needed a ride
And He gave me that but I threw it back look at where I'm at
Same place that I started, maybe a little bit farther from my father
Nothing to barter nothing to trade gave it all away
Moment of weakness leaving me speechless dazed stuck in maze
Like I'm tazed every single time I get a taste
Shocked stupid kind of loopy I can't feel my face
This is not a weekend for vegans I really need That lamb
I can see that beacon I'm thinking I really need a hand
And I had a plan... but it wasn't his
Going nowhere fast watching my wheels spin
Spinnin' my wheels all in my feels
Disconnected from resurrection no chill
He paid the bills for my cheap thrills
Learned the lessons never expected they could kill
These very merry go rounds seem like they're always bound
To let me down. The jokes on me I can be the biggest clown
I can be the biggest fool I can be the biggest tool
Plagiarism at its finest stealing credit due
From the almighty He's writing every word I'm citing
I have no clue why I'm fighting giving Him time talent and tithing
Why do I keep inviting these problems it seems exciting
Crash course living these worlds keep on colliding
It never seems to rest... just cant escape the flesh
So I stay strapped with sacraments to my death
Right to my last minute He canceled my life sentence
And when I get in my feelings with Him... I am strengthened
I am clinchin' on His every promise
And I didn't have witness it or touch him like St. Thomas
So Imma keep it honest 1 hunnid wanna know who God is? You frontin'
Keep on his track if you trying to stay out that gauntlet Yeah