The dark creeps in when I'm fighting alone
So I try to remind myself of how much I've already grown
Thought I could fix myself without someone else turning me inside out
And I swear, thought that I'd be there by now
There's a room inside this messed up brain
That overflows with doubt and pain
'Til nothing but my fractured hopes remain
'Til I hate myself for slipping into senseless reverie
But for now I'll try to breathe
At least I've still got me
I lose myself in worlds that are so far away
So I try to open my eyes and trust the man I am today
Thought I could fix myself without someone else telling me who to be
But most days I look at my face and fear is all I see
There's a room inside this empty heart
Where I hide away when I'm falling apart
So the conversation never even starts
So I never find the missing parts of who I'm meant to be
But for now I'll try to breathe
At least I've still got me
I'm incomplete, I am imperfect in every way
I have my dreams, I have a million things I want to say
With the hands and heart that I've been given
I'll try to make the life I'm living
A better one
'Cause there's a room I picture every day
With a piano that my children play
And someone who loves me come what may
And it keeps me awake at night
Oh, it keeps me awake at night
And it keeps me awake at night
But it fills my world with light
To know that it just might work out
It just might be real
It just might come true
Guess I'll have to wait and see
But for now I'll try to breathe
At least I've still got me