Self Aware Video (MV)

I'm so sorry
That I'm not honest like I prolly should
My truth could change my world
But what's the likelihood
So many prophecies
But I don't see no proof
Late nights are loud cries to God my Spirit yearning truth
Yeah
Walk with an attitude
Stare at the world through judgmental eyes like I'm far removed
No self righteous thoughts
Just a man weaving slow through the plots
Trying to find a spot
Without losing my soul
I'm so sorry that it seems like I be moving faster than I should when I know I should prolly slow down
I'm so sorry cos I know there are things that I need to change I wanna try but I swear I don't know how
I'm so lonely
Damn
I'm so antisocial
Put to practice these books I read and become more vocal
Share my thoughts a bit more
But I swear it's hard
Especially when the next man is unwilling to play his part
Would you believe me more if I show you these scars
Would you act like you loved me if I cosplayed a star
Would you show me your hand if I laid down my cards
Will my honesty be enough for you to show me your heart
Like potential that never went pro
I guess we'll never know
Sometimes that's just how it goes
So at ease lil man put on your happy face
It's a never ending journey trying to find your place
I hope you find your place
It's okay did you try
All you can do is to try
It's okay if you tried
It's okay It's okay
It's okay did you try
All you can do is to try
It's okay if you tried
It's okay It's okay
It's okay It's okay
It's okay It's okay
It's okay It's okay