Now over time I've learned to love I've learned to cry
I smoke I drink I cheat and Lie
I'm over being me
I'm over every f*cking thing
I'm over being me
And I'm the only one to blame
Why can't I have what want
Why am I never enough
I should give up
I should take a bullet
And put in the clip
Then pull it for fun
I should just run
Far away from every damn human
Who knows all the things I've done
Cause the things I've done
Man Its really too much
Man I really can't stomach
And it
Really just
Really just
Makes me Numb
Time to get up
Dust off
A new me thus far
I'm newly reborn
I'm usually too gone
To ever look back
I never did that
I've never once saw
Just how the world actually sees me
Stuck out here Wearing my Demons
Jumped off the grass to the cement
So I could feel Something rough
And you always told me
That I'll see the day
When nothing controls me
Cause my thought arent safe
And
Night after Night
I Break my pledge
That I made to you
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I hate my reflection
I'm over being me
I'm over every f*cking thing
I'm over being me
And I'm the only one to blame
I hate my reflection
I've been on the role
For so long
Doing everything wrong
I'm so lost
I just realized it's my fault
I've been blaming everyone
But myself
Your life can easily change
You're to blame
What that mean
Your the director
Go rewrite all your scenes
All you need
Is the belief
That you are worthy to see it And you'll see it
Just don't stop working
On that person
Thats screaming
In your reflection
And you always told me
That I'll see the day
When nothing controls me
Cause my thought arent safe
And
Night after Night
I Break my pledge
That I made to you
I hate my reflection
Now over time I've learned to love I've learned to cry
I smoke I drink I cheat and Lie
I'm over being me
I'm over every f*cking thing
I'm over being me
And I'm the only one to blame
I hate my reflection