I'm yelling at the wall in front of me
I can't seem to get enough of anything
Maybe there's a monster inside of me
Maybe there's a monster
Tell me tell me tell me tell me baby
Why'd you why'd you why'd you have to leave me
Sitting on my own I do not even know what
To do on my own I don't want to live without you
Without blue skies all I see are my flaws
They are tempting me to go back on my knees
Baby please, I made a mistake
I know now that I shouldn't have done
What I did, but it doesn't invalidate
How I felt about you, how I needed you
When you left me on my own like
I don't want to be another guy writing about how he
Misses a girl who broke his heart, even though it was all his fault
Facts, I texted a girl outside of the relationship
Thinking it was fine to share my experience
About anything explicitly erotic
I never hid it and we never did it
Suggestive as it was I only ever loved you
Perspective's what I needed to see the devil come through
Me in the form of a cheating, lying scum bag
Baby can't you see that's I never would've hit that
But maybe I just need to move on
Baby, I can't keep writing all these songs
But I feel the guilt and the shame consume me
I feel them overpowering me
So, I'll just take my pride and go
I've got to see other people
Cause you'll never care about me like you use to
I've got face the facts, I'm never gonna ask you
For your hand, I'm not your man
I just need to move on, I just need to move on
I just need to move on from everything