Jonathan - Traumatized Me Lyrics

Sometimes I miss the trauma
And the drive that it gave me
It broke me down and built me up
Nothing could phase me
Shoulda never let it go
I could push till my hands bleed
Maybe even won the battle
But I feel like I lost me
Oh
I feel like I've gone cold
A demon's in control of me
I'm not what you need of me
Oh
My faith is running low
So welcome to the show of me
Unveiling the ghost of traumatized me
I miss the isolation
The solace I need
Now that I'm steady breathing
I can't even sleep
Shoulda never let me go
I had to keep moving
I can feel it in my bones
I'm out of emotion
Oh
I feel like I've gone cold
A demon's in control of me
I'm not what you need of me
Oh
My faith is running low
So welcome to the show of me
Unveiling the ghost of traumatized me
Oh
Can I come back to the light
It's calling me
Feel me falling away
Oh
I feel like I've gone cold
A demon's in control of me
I'm not what you need of me
Oh
My faith is running low
So welcome to the show of me
Unveiling the ghost of traumatized me