Jonathan Coulton - Alone Again Lyrics

In a little while from now
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promise myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top
Will throw myself off in an effort to
Make it clear to whoever
Wants to know what it's like When
You're shattered
Left standing in the lurch at a church
Were people saying, My God, that's tough
She stood him up no point in us remaining
We may as well go home as I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to who wouldn't do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about, God in His mercy
Oh, if he really does exist
Why did he desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed alone again, naturally

It seems to me that
There are more hearts broken in the world
That can't be mended left unattended
What do we do what do we do

Looking back over the years
And whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at sixty-five years old
My mother, God rest her soul
Couldn't understand why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start
With a heart so badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever and when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally