JonesJrr - idk where i should be Lyrics

I got visions of nice living rooms and televisions
And future kids chilling
Rapping happy now cuz
That's just how I'm feeling
Woah, I-I-I know that we all go
To another place that I'm not sure
I like to consider it a life encore
I'm happy with what I got but I want more
Cuz I'm sick of being poor and
I'm sick of adoring these girls that don't like me back
Wait... I think I got a little side-tracked
I'm just saying where my minds at
But I'm back on it the flow sick like vomit
And to be honest, my success ain't promised
Wish I could profit, off of these words I could deposit
But I'm still in college recording in my closet
Yeah I don't know
I don't know where I should be
But I'm in my head
But I'm in my head
Yeah I don't know
I don't know where I should be
But I'm in my head
But I'm in my head
I been laying in my bed praying
I talk to God but I don't know what I'm saying
Or if They hear me, it's clearly
Something that strikes a lot fear in me
Feel like a deer in the headlights
These past nights, been feeling like I'm chastised
Cuz I ain't baptized, and I ain't fed lies
Oo, I-I just really wanna see it like you
Comfort in someone to pray to
And Sundays I wanna feel brand new
But faith, is something I cant choose
Yeah I've been my head lately,
Been thinking bout religion, been thinking bout peace
When I look into the future, and how I see me
I hope success is something that I see
Yeah I don't know
I don't know where I should be
But I'm in my head
But I'm in my head
Yeah I don't know
I don't know where I should be
But I'm in my head
But I'm in my head