Jonthedon - Open Minded Lyrics

Two timing
Honestly that's not me
Everything I done put her through and some how she still wants me
Hennessy and redbull
Big shots just to cure grief
Still drowning in my f*cking problems ain't none of this gon' help me
Moved up to new setbacks cuz now we dealing with some bigger issues
God must've tried to prep me of it so please forgive me for the times I dissed you
Acting like it was just me
But boy you done built a monster
Genghis Khan how I'm sweeping through it cuz all I did was proceed and conquer
That's right I'm just going bonkers
No weapon formed against shall prosper
Chest out gotta check my posture
Can't be out here just walking awkward
Never blamed it on a absent father
Couldn't do that to my baby daughter
We went through it so I'm going harder
Up and moving I ain't staying sour
Toxic traits now I recognize them so I had to dead it I ain't moving with ya
Cuz throat how I'm moving forward cuz I'm brutal with it like a new militia
All the warnings that they tried to preach cuz they don't believe so can't do it with ya
I can't go back to being stagnant so if we splitted ain't no fixing with ya
Soul survivor I'm like Jeezy with it
Left my lonely and I won't forget it
Don't need pointers I'm my biggest critic
You know they guilty if they avoid specifics
Open minded so I ain't religious
Can't be living with some big restrictions
Deal with facts I don't care for fiction
Out the way so I don't care for friction
Said I'll make it like a bold prediction
I got sidetracked from the major mission
Trigger finger and it's steady itching
Shooting shots even if I'm missing
One might land if I'm sticking to it
Never know if you ain't going through it
If they don't see the vision they'll call you foolish
Keep on working till the dream's congurent
Talking money till I speak it fluent
She gon' suck it till she spit the fluid
Talk about it they don't really do it
Just like Nike gotta run it up
I'm that nigga you a runner up
And I'm that nigga you ain't running up
Real around me you ain't one of us
Handful that can gain my trust like
Yuh
F*ck it we just go straight into the second verse then
Never thought I go through half this shit
Never thought I get through half of it
Learned from lessons like I practice it
Too complacent if I'm adequate
Looking back on if I had to quit
But my hunger was my catalyst
Took me higher like some cannabis
Never finished like a graduate
School's a problem but I finished it mama's proud to see me holding that diploma
Months later she just bugging out walk into my room smelling weed aroma
No nine-five straight hustle with it and she thinks I'm smoking but I never toked up
Not my thing man it never was plus it skims the profit if I was to smoke up
That's why I gotta keep my focus
Balling on them like Nikola Jokic
They stay dropping but it's just atrocious
You know you feel this like you went and groped it
Open minded but my heart is frozen
Closed off I ain't really open
Ego bruised but the hoes would stroke it
Then they vanish at my lowest moments
Analyzing all the mannerisms in my surroundings ima vibe reader
Too hot I'm just burning up I'm on fire with it like a high fever
Weak niggas with the same thoughts I can tell it all like a mind reader
Introverted and it ticks them off but I live for me not a fine pleaser
Shake it up like a damn seizure
Smoke it up like some damn shisha
If you fake then this can't reach ya
Haters talking from the damn bleachers
Ima monster and a damn creature
They too timid for a damn feature
Real shit through the damn speakers
Lord protect me from the damn creepers like
Yuh
Just gonna leave it at that
Send this shit off right
And that's that