Jordan Caesar - Birth Lyrics

Lord, please don't change the way that they see me
Because I know that my reputation proceeds me
They fear me, God, I can see it in how they treat me
They fear me, God, I can see it in how they're kneeling
I remember when everybody would try me
They noticed me silent, noticed me hiding
I told them that I had nothing else to give em but they thought I was lying
Saw I was crying and then they took my tears as a weakness
But I cried because I always knew the point that it reaches
Was not to even it was to get a head from these niggas and tear it to pieces
Result of a bored genius with nothing but time
Getting pushed onto the wall
I'm becoming a demon
The barriers weaken and I'm about to free it
Now this nigga acting innocent and claim he ain't mean it
I had f*cked that nigga up until he barely was breathing
The sight of him bleeding had gave me my reputation
The people call me heartless now
They don't pull my card now
Hate to see me calm now
'Cause they know I'm plotting, and scheming
On all grounds
Highest of regards now
I could kill them all now
I am gonna get the victory with
Or without
Niggas on their guard now
They can pray to God now
But when they oppose Caesar
They fall down
Do no favors and I don't play with a bitch
They label me as a player in all my relationships
And slander me on their story like, "Jordan Caesar ain't shit
He was telling me he love me and really had me convinced
That this would last, he even got me some jewelry up on my wrist
But when I told him that I love him it activated a switch
And he chose to do what every nigga before him had did
That's play me like a fool and never talk to me again"
I don't act hard, feelings lost
When my confidence is restored
Never cheated, never played, don't know what you're trippin' for
You knew that there would come a day
When I couldn't take anymore
Faking like I got it all. Truthfully, I'm insecure
More enemies than friends and I just feel like love is a war
And going toe to toe with me is something that you can't afford
I'll leave you broken and empty and use you 'til there's nothing more
Before you do it to me, no wonder why
The people call me heartless now
They don't pull my card now
Hate to see me calm now
'Cause they know I'm plotting, and scheming
On all grounds
Highest of regards now
I could kill them all now
I am gonna get the victory with
Or without
Niggas on they guard now
They can pray to God now
But when they oppose Caesar
They fall down