Jordan Caesar - Wouldn't Matter Lyrics

I don't
Think that
It would
Matter
If you
A saint
They would
Rather
Form o
Pions
You just
Have to
Put your
Self first
And them
After
I don't
Think that
It would
Matter
If you
A saint
They would
Rather
Form o
Pions
You just
Have to
Put your
Self first
And them
After
The few who vouch for me are the main ones proud of me
The CREW around me are the same ones who challenge me
I'm slowly coming back to life, but I'm still encountering
Unhealthy relationships 'cause I'm no good at balancing
Paranoia and common sense
When to stand down and when to assert my dominance
You think that I'm an asshole 'cause of my confidence
Arrogance and cockiness
Never had a conversation with me but you're positive
That I think I'm a god, or even worse, believe it
If you hate me I just pray it's for the right reasons
Because I never make excuses for the people I mistreated
Not everything has a deeper meaning
I could give to the homeless and the needy and keep it a secret if I just don't think
That the whole world should see it
But you would see me as soulless and conceited from the things you've been hearing
And believe it cuz it's more convenient
And I don't get it
I don't
Think that
It would
Matter
If you
A saint
They would
Rather
Form o
Pions
You just
Have to
Put your
Self first
And them
After
That's how it go, right right right
It's just the way it goes
Everybody think they know
Everything there is to know
From what they was told
They're believing what they heard
And never what you show
I'm not a man of many lies, I'm a man of many sides
If I love you, you will never see the ones I choose to hide
I said f*ck relationships once I saw that all the ties
That come with it just don't suit me, I'm just a casual guy
You ride the wave out 'til I decide to turn the tide
And you pissed that when you bitch at me you never get a rise
'Cause I don't play games, no, if anything you're playing mine
What amuses you, bores me, I don't got time
All that fake outrage is outplayed
Anxiety creeps 'til I feel my failures outweigh
All my successes. I tell these people about me
Then I regret it. 'Cause one day they will surround me
And not consider
All of the good I have done
What I could mean to someone
They see the man that I am
And not the man I'll become
They only speak of my sins
Ignore the good that I do
And see a hole in my heart
But that is just half the truth
See I never needed you to validate all my views, I
Do not give a f*ck about what they think is cool, I
Choose to love myself and yet these bitches assume, I'm
Rude but let's address the elephant in the room, I
Was a bit confused as to what the hell you were waiting on
Until I heard a familiar response from my inner voice
You're all flair, killing just ain't in your nature, boy
I got high standards, what you think she working on her figure, for
Like woooo
They don't know what I been through
I just find it funny how I feel the same as you
When you're feeling like a Legend everybody approves
But when I place myself higher, everybody concludes
That my ego's in the way
Or I'm slandering your name
Or I'm always throwing shade
I've been distant nowadays
Or I believe I got it made
Like I've never felt some pain
But even if I told my story
Your opinion wouldn't change
I don't
Think that
It would
Matter
If you
A saint
They would
Rather
Form o
Pions
You just
Have to
Put your
Self first
And them
After
That's how it go, right right right
It's just the way it goes
Everybody think they know
Everything there is to know
From what they was told
They're believing what they heard
And never what you show