Jordan Copas - Kai Lyrics

Where do I find my strength?
Where do I go?
Where do I find my strength?
I got to know!
Where do I find it when everything else is falling down around me?
And nothing is going my way I'm so weak and I feel like I'm drowning
Not anything anyone saying is helping my inside is broken
We're holding our son and he's fighting to breathe on the inside he's choking
He's turning his head from the left to the right and his heart has a beat
He came out at seventeen weeks developed with beautiful feet
I was looking at you lying there in my arms how could you be a problem
The doctor said you had no hope way before you popped out can he solve it?
My emotions were being toyed with I was spinning around I'm no fidget
I'm no midget my faith is high grabbing my sling and I'm dialing those digits
But my wife been bleeding for months on the verge of dying she been fighting
I'm praying and cry in the scriptures but nothing was working I'm trying
I fly to the hope that I know and the body of Christ is surrounding
I'm falling they pick me up I can't do it on my own my heart pounding
I'm in love with this boy and he's only been living a couple of hours
The hospital lights are not working now here coming down are the showers
Where do I find it when I've lost all my strength?
Where do I find my strength?
Where do I go?
Where do I find my strength?
I got to know!
Where do I find it when I've lost all my strength?
Where do I find my strength?
Where do I go?
Where do I find my strength?
I got to know!
My heart it is aching the death of my son why can he not be here
Well I'ma be honest I try to be strong but nothing is clear
I wanted to raise him up and teach him how to be a man
To be strong in the Lord even when no one else understands
I kick it with fans they asking me questions praying for me I'm learning some lessons
You know what I hear right around the corner is a blessing
I cannot be tormented by the enemy I've got to inspire
When my spirit is low my God is able to release his power
Trying to walk in the authority every thought held captive under me
I don't want to lose in this battle and have everybody crippled in my family
When I'm weak where do I find my strength that is the question
Ain't nobody taking the place of my son this affirmation
Eternally speaking I know that my son is alive and he's thriving
In the hands of our king in heavenly places there ain't no more crying
But I am stuck here on this earth and I'm weak and I'm feeling the pain
The rain it was pouring for couple of weeks after his death this is his name
Where do I find it when I've lost all my strength?
Where do I find my strength?
Where do I go?
Where do I find my strength?
I got to know!
Where do I find it when I've lost all my strength?
Where do I find my strength?
Where do I go?
Where do I find my strength?
I got to know!
Where do I find it when I've lost all my strength?
Where do I find my strength?
Where do I go?
Where do I find my strength?
I got to know!
Where do I find it when I've lost all my strength?
Where do I find my strength?
Where do I go?
Where do I find my strength?
I got to know!