Jordan Marcel - Looking in the Rearview Lyrics

Do you think about it
Oooo, Oooo, Oooo, Oooo Oooo Oooo
Oooo, Oooo, Oooo
Do I, Uh
That's honestly all I've been doing
Since I've been locked away in this house my mind has been cruising
Down along memory lane, wondering why it's been choosing
To show to me all of the thangs you and I used to be doing
Considering everything we been through
I don't know if I'm mad or not, been taken aback a lot
Cuz on one hand, we tried work things out
But on the other hand we still slept in the same house
And we weren't even talking to each other
And it's hard to wash hands all stained and covered
All of the pain we smothered
And you can swear up and down you didn't cause any at all
But if I say the same, you got pencils, you ready to draw
That line you be showing me every time saying that I crossed
Then I cross it again, and it lead us to intercourse
And during that time, thought it was fine, let it run it's course
But thinking back it's something that I wish I had never endorsed
Because it left open doors that's hard to close
It may be easy for you, I don't got strength for those
I got some days where I say I know can't forget you
And other days we were together I was so forgetful
You started drinking more, which made me do the same
After we split that's all I did to ease the pain
I wrote a note to say I'm sorry for the night before
And I left it on the table for you
Didn't think you'd go and post it on Instagram
It's not like a give a damn in this context
But at the same time I think it's nonsense
Why do you think it is that every post of you was a post
That you posted up when you had my phone in your hand
My social media didn't measure my love for you
Go and take a look now, you won't find a woman, go and scroll down
That ain't me tryna get you back at all
All that's showing is separation is critical
And actions speak louder than captions
But to you a picture worth a bitch knowing she never snatching me away from you
When I just think it's funny
The only thing I entertain is the idea of more money, shit
I rarely got time for me as it is now
Plus my little sister went and had a kid
And now I'm thinking of the two that I shoulda had
But that was y'all decision, I didn't have a say in that, I'll live with it
Things happen for a reason
And as the clock ticks, feelings change like the seasons
And I just keep feeling like something's missing
Is it love from someone or love from within
I think that's what this ride's tryna hint to me
But showing through different intimate imageries
And looking in the rearview
Things are getting smaller but I think I got a clearer view
Yea, do I think about it
That's all i'm really doing
Oooo, Oooo, Oooo, Oooo Oooo Oooo
Oooo, Oooo, Oooo
Do you think about it