Jordan Rupp - Anywhere but Here Lyrics

Well it's 4 am and I'm wide awake
With so much in my head, it's all too much to take
And it's hard to say why I feel this way
But I did today and I will tomorrow
I never know what sets it off
Or why it comes, or why I fall
Tomorrow, tonight, and the night after
Tomorrow, tonight, and back again
A fighting chance at second best
To prove myself above the rest
Will I face this all, or stand up tall
Or fall apart again
I'm really trying to get better this year
It's making things feel so insincere
Cause I'd rather be anywhere else today
I'd rather be anywhere but here
Nightmares and cold sweats, they happen to much
I'll try to shake it off as I feel disgust
And I'll hesitate to call or text
But I won't think twice to second guess
What do I want? Do I even know
I can't seem to figure out if this is just for show
Cause I don't doubt that I'll figure it out
But as to when it'll happen is anyone's guess and
A fighting chance at second best
To prove myself above the rest
Will I face this all, or stand up tall
Or fall apart again
I'm really trying to get better this year
It's making things feel so insincere
Cause I'd rather be anywhere else today
I'd rather be anywhere but here
Anywhere but here
A fighting chance at second best
To prove myself above the rest
Will I face this all, or stand up tall
Or fall apart again
I'm really trying to get better this year
It's making things feel so insincere
Cause I'd rather be anywhere else today
I'd rather be anywhere but here