Jorde - hurting me Lyrics

Something bout' this world consumes me
Never thought I'd feel this lonely
But I know that one day you will find
All the pieces of your heart were mine
How you try to justify this
Makes me wanna cry in silence
But I know it's one step at a time
Maybe you were never really mine
And I'll tell you in the middle of the night
Maybe screaming, but at least you'll know I tried
Cause I know you might be, "trying" but barely
It was hurting me this whole time
Why you gotta test my patience?
I'm honestly better sedated
Having trouble finding reasons why
It's not hard for you to say goodbye
Say goodbye
Say goodbye
Say goodbye
You used up all the smiles I had
So don't call it anger management
It's so tough enough to see the light
Sometimes you make me wanna die
And I'll tell you in the middle of the night
Maybe screaming, but at least you'll know I tried
Cause I know you might be
Trying but barely
It was hurting me
And I'll tell you
Cause I know you might be, trying but barely
It was hurting me this whole time