Jorde - wonder Lyrics

I wonder why I get frustrated at the things you say
I wonder why I have to scream to just communicate
I wonder why I beg to leave but you force me to stay
And to stay
And to stay
And to stay for what
I wonder why I go on about slamming all the doors
I wonder why I reply to people I should ignore
I wonder why it's so hard to love when I'm insecure
And so what?
And so what?
And so what
Oh, you noticed my bloody eyes (finally)
But you won't wonder why
Burned in every lie you told me
Apologize in the morning
But you don't care and it's showing
Maybe you, don't love me
Why must you continue shouting
I pray one day you'll understand me
I fell for you, I was drowning
Yet you wonder, why I'm asking
Don't wonder why you can never think right before you speak
Don't wonder why all my emotions you keep dismissing
Don't wonder why I have to walk on eggshells if I sing
Anything
Anything
Anything, la la
Don't wonder why I never go out just to see my friends
Don't wonder why I can't trust you with all my messages
Don't wonder why we're unapologetically a mess
Isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it
Oh, you noticed my bloody eyes (finally)
But you won't wonder why
Burned in every lie you told me
Apologize in the morning
But you don't care and it's showing
Maybe you, don't love me
Why must you continue shouting
I pray one day you'll understand me
I fell for you, I was drowning
Yet you wonder, why I'm asking
You wonder, why I'm asking
You wonder, why I'm asking
You wonder, why I'm asking
You wonder
You wonder
You wonder
You wonder, why I'm asking
You wonder, why I'm asking
You wonder, why I'm asking
You wonder
You wonder
You wonder
Blah blah blah
Why why why