Joseph Bell - Online (feat. somecallmewale) Lyrics

Hazy days
Where's my ambition gone?
It slipped away
Gets hard to think straight
When I'm
Leaning back
In the sunshine
Happiness
Gotta get mine
I've lost too much
Time
But I just wanna chill
Watch your lips on a cigarette
Pick apart myself and re-design
Don't know how to feel?
Look it up on the internet
You can find everything you need
Online
Six a.m
I woke up feeling lost again
Why am I always tripping over nothing?
By half past ten
I kinda like myself again
I'm all good
Everybody's got opinions on everything
Like even from the lettering to whether im settling
Cause I don't wanna make what they make, when I'm scribbling
And now they tellin 'em, join the trend for dividends
That's crazy, maybe they dont love me after all
Cause what's the point of art if it ain't money after all?
Cause yeah my self expression's cool but all your wishes come first
And your opinion comes first when you listen to my verse right?
Man i was fighting to escape all this anxiety
Wonder if they're liking me, or lying when they're hyping me
Wonder what you see in me, depression's what you'd find in me
I paid the price for this I can't afford to lose this clarity
So guess I'm sorry my music ain't for the charts,
Music for the dance, or for the pre's, for the laughs
Not for using these cliches, but it's for me I make this art
Cause I need to breathe the music to release what's in my heart
But I just wanna chill
Watch your lips on a cigarette
Pick apart myself and redesign
Put your money where your mouth is
Spend it all on the internet
You can find everything you need
Online
Online
Online
Online