A love could hold me quick
Instead I'm in bed feelin' sick
Why I do these things, I don't understand
No one could stop me, not one set of hands
To all my friends along the coast
You truly were such gracious hosts
I'll save the chapters so I won't forget
But sometimes remembering is my biggest regret
As I suffer in bed, I skim through these years
How every waking moment seemed so unclear
I've grown so accustomed to living here
But leaving those I love is still my deepest fear