If I drown myself in holy water
Will it make me pure
If I do all the things I ought to
Will life give me what I'm asking for
Light flickers as I swipe my phone
This empty place doesn't feel like home
Try to think but there's nothing to know
Trapped inside my mind with nowhere to go
You poor sad little thing
I ain't giving you anything
There's nothing for the table I can bring
When I'm just a collection of broken things
How am I meant to chase my dreams when I can't even find my feet
And I don't have the energy to find out who I'm supposed to be
And I'm living on borrowed time
With only so long until I die
But how am I meant to get it right
When I'm trapped inside my mind
I'm a stones throw away from death
Can you feel it
Shatter hope with every breath
Can you feel it
An empty husk of a man
Can you feel it
I try do all that I can
But I can't feel it