Josh Aitken - i (don't) feel better Lyrics

I met Lizzie
At a party
She says you're doing well
I didn't mention
That breaking up for me was Hel
And you know
Even though I think it was low
I always sort of fancied your friends though
But that's not me
That's not who I want to be
Drinking up a bottle of hypocrisy in one night
I'm losing the fight
To hold back my judgement again and again
So I'm sat up in bed
Checking if you've left me on read
I just wanted to find out
Your plans
Three Christmases from now
She said
Your friends aren't out to get me
That's not why we broke up
You just can't handle your drink
As well as you think, my love
But if you take yourself away
For the next few days or weeks
I'm thinking over all the possibilities
How I might feel better
Feel better
Friends
Are leaving my side
So
I'll find a stranger on the bus to confide in
And I tell him about you
I'll probably get on their nerves
So I'll give him the apology that you deserve
Woah
There's something wrong with me
I can't seem to get the message into my skull
So meet me for a coffee
And maybe I'll grow
Because I've tried not to spiral
But I just might give it a stab
Or fall into an existential crisis
That I can't quite grab
She said
Your friends aren't out to get me
That's not why we broke up
You just can't handle your drink
As well as you think, my love
But if you take yourself away
For the next few days or weeks
I'm thinking over all the possibilities
How I might feel better
Feel better
I might feel better, I might feel better, I might feel better, I might feel better...
She said
Your friends aren't out to get me
That's not why we broke up
You just can't handle your drink
As well as you think, my love
But if you take yourself away
For the next few days or weeks
I'm thinking over all the possibilities
How I might feel better
Feel better.