Josh Dion - Cycles of Abuse Lyrics

We hate the ones that love us
And Love the ones that hate us
We give our hearts sadists
This cycle ain't the greatest
There's pleasure in pain but know the 2 are not same
Cycles of abuse got loving tainted in your brain
I see the pains of life are clearly sitting on your mind
But know these truamas never fade away unless you put in time
They reason that it's ok for the shit they put you through
No wonder why your view of love is always so askew
Raised to never sugarcoat so lemme tell the truth
You been searching for the wrong love since early days of youth
Miseducated on the matters of the heart
Guess we gotta break the habits and go back to the start
A mother's love a father's love oh wait there goes the start
The love was never there so then your world just fell apart
The way we living it's really such a shame
Loving is an art but yet we treat it like a game

Pain on my mind
Still here with time

Years later you still ain't learned at all
Susceptible to frauds for which you always seem to fall
Searching for love in places that they never be
The answers hella clear but sadly you can never see
They give you False equivalents and cover it with dividends
Until you finally recognize and try to make amends with it
But you see the cycle never ends
You leave the one you with and then another one begins
They treat you right and love you good but wonder to what ends
You think you'll jump the curve but then you follow exes trends
You scar another heart because another persons sins
But in the end you're both alone so no one ever wins
I wonder why we treat eachother so
They voices say they love you but they actions saying no
Youve felt my pain before so why you act like you don't know?
But when i say im leaving now you never let me go

Pain on my mind
Still here with time