Josh Dion - Everything I Lost (feat. Martell DB) Lyrics

Doin 95 on 95
Thanking God im still alive
Thinking bout the things i did thinking bout the choices made
Thinking bout the way i was thanking God im not the same
Storm trooper aim your boy was missing all his shots
Ignoring all the haves only thinking bout the knots
Missed my chance with things i shoulda had because of ignorance
Doing way too much got out the game and put me on the bench
Man it's crazy back then none of that was really making sense
Reminiscing smoking on that funky in the parliament
Man i wish had them choices back but now it's overwith
Past is in the past i guess i gotta come to terms with it
Made me who i am i hope that means a better man
Gotta do the best with what i got and what i can
Shooting for the sun and hope the stars is where i land
Didn't have a vision then but now i got a plan
Guess everything i lost made me everything i am
Everything i lost made me everything i am
I was Young and i was dumb man didn't i give a damn
The man imma become is just the man i truly am
So everything i lost made me everything i
Am
That painful lesson was a blessing in disguise
I say this with confidence pushin my pride aside
I'm grateful for that, I thank you for it and I mean this no cap
See I was hurtin but I bounced right back
Now even tho we don't speak and you don't wanna be friends
I never blamed for it cuz it was my fault in the end
I wasn't ready for fully that's the reason we failed
I'm missing you still knowing that ship done already sailed damn
I find peace you taught me something that would last forever
And I ain't understand at first but shit I'm getting better
The next one I be with promise to get her wetter
Still got hopes to be with you so I won't say never
Everything i lost made me everything i am
I was Young and i was dumb man didn't i give a damn
The man imma become is just the man i truly am
So everything i lost made me everything i am