Self-Destruct Video (MV)

I'm over it and I need you now
Yes I do yes I do yeah I do
When I get drunk I think I'm so profound
Admittedly
I can't communicate properly
I try to take it back
But you're already mad
I should bite my tongue I forget to
I never meant to push you away
I know the words to upset you
And I end up using them anyway
I don't know how to be quiet
That's when my thoughts start acting up
I think too much
Why do I always self-destruct
I don't know how to be happy
How do I always mess it up
I talk too much oh
Why do I always self-destruct
You deserve better I wanna give you that
But every time you pull me closer
I take two steps back back back
Admittedly
I try to ruin almost everything
I don't know what to do
So I put the weight on you
I should bite my tongue I forget to
I never meant to push you away
I know the words to upset you
And I end up using them anyway
I don't know how to be quiet
That's when my thoughts start acting up
I think too much
Why do I always self-destruct
I don't know how to be happy
How do I always mess it up
I talk too much oh
Why do I always self-destruct
Why do I always
Why do I always self-destruct
I don't know how to be quiet
How to be quiet
I think too much
Why do I always self-destruct
I don't know how to be happy
How to be happy
I talk too much
Why do I always self-destruct