And this is just another sad song
Can't deny that I've been needing one
And that the world is always at fault
And we did nothing, how did we do wrong
And I've been thinking that when we thought
The world would break us and we weren't wrong
But it's just never been the world outside
And all this kinda has me terrified
And I'm so sorry I can't find the time
Spent all my days over-preoccupied
And I've been thinking 'bout how I'd react
If you were me and I was ghosted out
And I know I should try more
But I've been so caught in my own small shit
That I can't see
Past the nothing around me
But I've been trying really f*cking hard not to try so hard
Really f*cking hard to just let go
Really f*cking hard not to try so hard
And realize there's nowhere left to go