Josh Jacobs - Choices Lyrics

I ain't got no one to blame
This the position I chose
I fell in love with the game
Cause It kept me up on my toes
Every year something would change
Felt I was getting close
Every time I would fall on my face
But i always got up for more
Battle internally
What is the nerve of me
Thinking I'm different
When everyone quitting
I keep on persisting
And killing em verbally
Causing a murder scene
Pen like a scalpel
I'm using it surgically
Call the infirmary
This is a metaphor
Not a hyperbole
All that I'm spitting
I say it with certainty
No one can touch me
Indie or commercially
Nope
I done let this discourage me to many times now
I gotta see it thorough till the end
Bend but never break, take a time out
If I need to
Get my head straight
If it ain't up
Then I'm dead weight
With a writers block like Dikembe
And the rent due but I have faith

These the choices that I made
I done came to far to turn around and walk away
Gotta give my all
I can't be stuck and still afraid
I got too much on my plate
These the choices that I
Make make make make make
Make make
These the choices that I
Make make make make make
Make make
These the choices that I

Nothing can stop me, I get it
Wanna win and receive the credit
Wanna see the growth
And so i seek the method
There are different strokes for folks
Some get it and some don't
My life at cross roads
The future is unknown
Anxiety sets in
Got anger to unload
They sent me a new beat
I'm ready to explode
Creating some new shit
Increasing a threshold, ah
Yuh
Took my knocks and still I'm back to this
Chose to keep on keeping on,
I must be a masochist
I can't do it all myself
That has its disadvantages
But I keep pushing through till the day I'm due
Law of averages
And if I fall short
Then at least I did it on my terms
No influence from the outside
I came into this with my eyes wide
Ain't ride a wave on no high tide
Stood true me and what I pride
Myself in being, living out my purpose
I ain't interfering with gods time, nah

These the choices that I made
I done came to far to turn around and walk away
Gotta give my all
I can't be stuck and still afraid
I got too much on my plate
These the choices that I
Make make make make make
Make make
These the choices that I
Make make make make make
Make make
These the choices that I