[ Featuring Antiserum ]
I don't like how it feels when I can't smoke
I avoid situations I don't know
Wanna trust that it's real but I can't though
Cause I know what its like and I can't cope
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Thought that we were good but we're not great
Try to understand ain't about fate
I'm carrying the keys to my own gate
I don't wanna hold back
I don't wanna fake it
I already know that we're not gonna make it
I wish I could go back
So much to erase
It's been a while but I still remember that pain
I just wanna take my time
I don't wanna fall in line
Why you gotta hate my grind
I'm just tryna take what's mine
I just wanna take my time
I don't wanna fall in line
Why you gotta hate my grind
I'm just tryna take what's mine
Don't know why I tried to call
Blame it on the alcohol
Don't know what I'm looking for
You call me back, I press ignore
Why does my mind work like this
What am I afraid to risk
I know that you're sick of it
Nothing's ever gonna click
I don't wanna hold back
I don't wanna fake it
I already know that we're not gonna make it
I wish I could go back
So much to erase
It's been a while but I still remember that pain
I just wanna take my time
I don't wanna fall in line
Why you gotta hate my grind
I'm just tryna take what's mine
I just wanna take my time
I don't wanna fall in line
Why you gotta hate my grind
I'm just tryna take what's mine
